27TH DEC as always, the morning appeared with the rise of the bright sun, and rays penetrating the colossal sky reached down to the earth clearing the dark ambiance of mine. I thought for a moment, lying in my cozy bed, feeling uneasy to rise up: the sun always emerges out with a smile of hope, wishing everyone's day to be colorful and fun filled. But my day goes as usual, without any excitements and enjoyment. And I find myself, with a lifeless soul in the world of loneliness.

Being in love has been one of the most precious gifts in my life. When one falls in love, you feel that you are on the seventh heaven.

In most of the cases, people fall into relationships because they are comfortable with each other. The same thing happened with me. We hardly met 5/6 times through out our affair because we were from different cities. We were in such a bond, talking long hours over phone and sharing deep secrets of each other. I still miss those words of endearment and the way he used to enquire regarding diverse matters. Though we were apart, we always felt that we see each other everyday. I felt like something was missing when I didn't get a chance to hear his voice. His husky voice, wonderful talks and his breaking smiles drew me into the world of fantasy. I just didn't know when I fell in love. It just happened with both of us. Being in love, I have experienced the feelings for the most precious and admirable person on the earth.

27th DEC. will always be remembered as a nightmare in my life. This day will be stamped as the content in my life book and I will have to go through it whenever, I browse into my book site. Today, my lover tied a knot with someone else and my love affair also comes to an end. Whenever I used to think of him and that pretty fragile situation, when we both couldn't find a way to be together, I was tattered into pieces and tears of sorrow ignited with the loss of someone so special started running down thru my cheeks. His talks and thoughts haunted me like anything. Carrying a baggage full of emotions within my heart that made me fragile and I created hatred for myself. His thoughts were deep rooted within me and were difficult to wipe out from my mind. But the cruel moments of solitude alarmed me it was all the frailty of fate. We were not meant for each other and our love was insatiable.

This used to be a situation before, where I was plunged in such an emotional trauma, suffering with the pain and betrayal, which was all because of one individual who was my love. Yes, the fact is that I'll have a soft corner for this person. He was neither a cheater nor a liar, but I must say he was an untrue lover. I have shed enough tears for him and that was all useless. He never came back and will never ever. Shakespeare's quote says it all -

"Do not tell me, for I've heard it all, there is too much to do with hate, but much more to do with love."

I have nothing to do with my love. Now I am waiting for the handsome and charming prince of my life, who will be true to me and will fulfill all my expectations and promises. Today, I'm already healed and time has been the best healer for my pain as it is always. My past is over, present is where I stand and future is unknown, unseen and unpredictable. Its time to lead my destiny, with honesty, integrity and to live my life to the fullest.

"Kite fly against and not with the wind."

Revealing such feelings is really a difficult task. People having potential heartbreaks should know the truth of life because life is like this. I want every person carrying heart breaks to stiffen their heart and let their remaining days to pass with complete smile on their face.

"Life has to go on. Determine to make the best of it. There are still important things waiting to be done, even when you are feeling browned off.