The memories are still fresh when I first stepped in to the college. She was a very silent and shy gal so she was left behind in the race of friends. Somehow I was able to read that innocent face and soon we turned out to be a very best caring and sharing friends. She liked each and every activity of mine and admired me. She was very fond of me as I used to take care of her all the time. Most of the times we used to be together catching each others hands. It was me who hold her hands for the very first time. She felt the love for the very first time as she was never close with any guy. We were so known to each other that we had understood each other feeling completely without any conversation. It was like; we were made for each other and we were glad to have each other as lovers. Our relationship was praised everywhere. We were lucky to get such admiration from the circle around us. For all I have been blessed with in this life is just because of her, there grew emotions in me. I was imprisoned by the power of love, with her one honest touch. We together have shared so much wonderful moments that cannot be expressed in words. Every traffic light was green, there was a time when every door was open it seemed that the world was mine and I was on the peak because I was in love. I am even ready to sacrifice everything for the shake of love.

We were so much convinced about the morality of our beautiful relationship that we hadn’t thought that a day would come that will not let us be there for each other even if we wanted. As she is from conventional family they will not let us be as one. After the 3 yrs of love, caring, sharing now there is a big question mark on our relationship. Her mother came to know about our relationship and she doesn't want to break the tradition by accepting Chettri guy as she belongs to Newar community but she is always accepted by each of my family member. They love her care and admire a lot. I question to god, why did he divide us according to the caste and religion? I know love is above caste and religion but could her parents understand these things? She also can't go against her family and her family will also never accept me. After so much of love care for these many years she wants to end our love. Is it the right decision she made? Will she be happy with someone else leaving her love? She is already mine according to the Hindu rituals how can she belong to others now. Will anyone accept her knowing these stories behind her? Can anyone tell me what defect does my caste have? Has love lost its glory? Now I can't stand standing with my dreams locked inside my heart. Everyday every night and every small second I am missing her. It has been a very difficult moment to live without her. May be the road I'm walking would lead me nowhere but I will be trying out to find the way for my love. I have hold her in my arms, kept in my eyes and felt in every breath, so How could I let her go just because of caste and creeds whom I have loved with my heart and soul. How would I believe that a girl who wants me in every step she walks wants to end her love just because of her …….

"I always felt your love, care that U used to do like no one else do. I love you from that period and I still love you more than before and will love you forever".

How could I forget these words and many more promises that she gave. Still I believe she loves me the way I love her. It is almost impossible to ignore the first love we have for each other. I could tell by the look of your eyes where do I really stand. There is truth in your innocent eyes saying that there is still a great deal of love and you will never leave me. You know what u really means to me. I am just waiting for the day keeping the door open to welcome you although it might years and years. I am not going to loose up the hope and will keep fighting for the caste system until I get you in my life. I need your help and support so that I may win this battle and give a lesson to the world that there is nothing greater then love. Will U?